I'm sorry to hear that you've known for so long. I already knew that about you(you've mentioned it), but it is still a sad thing.
Kind of dissapointing, that moment where you realize being an adult and what you are as a warrior aren't always the same.

It wan't that I didn't already know I was a warrior or fairly mature at that time those years ago, but it was that turning point where I stopped being able to see myself as a child, you know?