I know I can't go through life alone, I do have friends, there's just a certain level of distance I try to maintain... It doesn't wrk to well. I end up caring anyways, even when they don't care about me.

You don't know me too well... That's exactly what I do. I try to "take responsibilty for the safety of everyone." It may be a dumb move, but that's just how I am. I can't say it makes me happy, it doesn't, but it does too. It's how I am, it's how I am used to being.

And allies, I'd probably cause them more harm than good.