Leaving College Entry 7 -- Last Final... And Other Loose Ends

[elfgrove]

My last final for the semester, Calculus, is at 8pm tonight. Wish me luck! Wow, this marks the end of my first year of college. Amazing.

Feh. I screwed up. I told myself that I was just going to make friends this year and not so much as think the word boyfriend for myself. I've managed getting friends pretty well I think, but I've also managed to develop a three crushes. Gods i'm an idiot. Oh well. I wouldn't be looking for a serious relationship anyways, NO WAY IN HELL I am ready to deal with that. None of them know, and they shan't know unless: I get brave/decide I actually have a chance/decide I'm ready to deal with having a boyfriend (time-wise and emotional-wise). Mwa ha ha ha. No big loss to the world anyways.

Let's see. For anyone who's actually talked to me recently, you know I participated in a May Day ritual play on the 28th of last month. The pictures came up on the Pantheon website, so I downloaded them and made an online scrapbook for May Day 2001. Enjoy!

Well, after my exam I must clean up around here since ppl are coming down tomorrow. The bathroom must at least be presentable. Damn suitemates...

"Why do people rebuild things they know are going to be destroyed? Why do people cling to life when they know they can't live forever? Think how meaningless each of your lives is!" - Kefka, FFVI