elfgrove

"I may not have the right to say this, but I want to know the truth."
- Garr, Breath of Fire III

I want to know. I want to understand why people feel the way they do. Melissa asked me today to tell her maybe why she had fallen so hard for Marbee. Me. Explain emotions. Ri~ght... I don't understand them at all.
You can describe all of someone's good attributes. You can describe how good you feel when you see them. You can say it's pheremones.
But is that why you love them?
I don't think so. That's why you're attracted maybe. But when you take that cliff-side dive into the point where you've fallen in love? There's something deeper and more complex to that. And it can't be explained in terms I know. That's basically what I told her.

But I don't know. There's a difference between love and Love, and I don't know where that line is. Have I ever crossed it? Will I ever? How do you know?
People say when you fall in Love (the big L kind) you'll just know it. I don't know about that. I know I don't know. Is it that I've never hit that big L or anywhere even close to it? Because I've never not wondered if I was really in love or if it was something shallower. But honestly, I don't think it's simple enough as you'll just immedeately know. Otherwise we wouldn't spend so much time on this dating buisness.