Well, that didn't come out quite as I intended. I was in ultra-hyper-happy mode from some recent events and just kinda went off somewhere with my thought stream. ;) I'm well aware of what you mean by not being able to let others in, although I don't personally like being that way... I've managed to get myself to a state that I do like now though. I'm not capable of truly opening to anyone but my 2 closest friends, that I can deal with just fine.

I mostly just commented on this because of how much you APPEAR to not like pushing people away. I could relate to that, sorry if I misinterpreted what you meant!

- Remaining anonymous if for no more reason than to make you wonder =)