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Jan. 12th, 2003 05:33 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
elfgroveAhh! I've been mobbed!
This is why I'm not on AIM much. So many people at once, so I can't even start convos with other people that I never get to talk to. *sigh*
Not that I don't like the people I am talking to, there's just no breathing room. When I get on I should just make a Lycorne chat room, anyone who wants to talk to me, hop in there. ^_~
Anyways... All joking aside...
This has been a pretty decent weekend. Jenny's leaving for, San Fransico wasn't it? Wenesday, so a huge group of us met at her house then went out to dinner at Applebees. We will not talk about the asshole host(esse)s who couldn't do their job right. We had dinner, a few of us drank a little. Ashley, Michelle, and I had mudsides for desert, vanilla ice cream with choclate syrup and a little bit of kaluha. Barely any alchohol, pretty good. Matt had a Jack and coke. I dunno if anyone else drank. It was a party of 12. After that we returned to Jenny's place, hung out, played games, talked etc. Much funness.
It was really nice since I was kinda upset from that morning.
We do not like having flashbacks to 8 years ago. We most certainly do not. And yes, this was somewhat like how a drug flashback works. You know how a drug flashback is supposed to be like you're tripping again without having done anything? I was having a flashback to that crap with the mirror. I think I told Jenni-ni-chan about it once upon a tme. But I was reacting like I was in front of that mirror again, and the memory of those girls who were supposed to be my friends, locking me in a room and forcing me to sit and look at that gods-be-damned trigger. And... It was scary and upsetting, and alll those things that I felt back then... And I don't want to talk about that anymore right now...
So I'm gonna stop that.
And today, I am avoiding my work. ^^;;
Ah well.
Laters all.
This is why I'm not on AIM much. So many people at once, so I can't even start convos with other people that I never get to talk to. *sigh*
Not that I don't like the people I am talking to, there's just no breathing room. When I get on I should just make a Lycorne chat room, anyone who wants to talk to me, hop in there. ^_~
Anyways... All joking aside...
This has been a pretty decent weekend. Jenny's leaving for, San Fransico wasn't it? Wenesday, so a huge group of us met at her house then went out to dinner at Applebees. We will not talk about the asshole host(esse)s who couldn't do their job right. We had dinner, a few of us drank a little. Ashley, Michelle, and I had mudsides for desert, vanilla ice cream with choclate syrup and a little bit of kaluha. Barely any alchohol, pretty good. Matt had a Jack and coke. I dunno if anyone else drank. It was a party of 12. After that we returned to Jenny's place, hung out, played games, talked etc. Much funness.
It was really nice since I was kinda upset from that morning.
We do not like having flashbacks to 8 years ago. We most certainly do not. And yes, this was somewhat like how a drug flashback works. You know how a drug flashback is supposed to be like you're tripping again without having done anything? I was having a flashback to that crap with the mirror. I think I told Jenni-ni-chan about it once upon a tme. But I was reacting like I was in front of that mirror again, and the memory of those girls who were supposed to be my friends, locking me in a room and forcing me to sit and look at that gods-be-damned trigger. And... It was scary and upsetting, and alll those things that I felt back then... And I don't want to talk about that anymore right now...
So I'm gonna stop that.
And today, I am avoiding my work. ^^;;
Ah well.
Laters all.
