What a day...
Jun. 3rd, 2003 10:36 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
elfgroveI'm so wiped.
Mom and Dad left this morning. They helped me move up here for the summer.
Moving's hard on me to begin with.
So we had to add that I'm in this completely new place knowing no one and nothing basically.
I'm fighting a head cold that's trying to relapse...
And I have no sheilding outside personal sheilds which stresses me out further.
Today was the end of orientation, and my second day at Allianz (allee - anze).
At least I found out why my login was denied several times (l is not = 1) and got my voicemail working.
Orientation ended at 3pm.
I went up to David's office, then he took me to the West building where I'll be working. I've got a cube on the 5th floor next to the manager. Everyone's so much older than me.... *sweatdrop*
I go back at 8:30am tomorrow.
I'm okay... well, better... now, but those who saw or heard me when I got back from work today saw how rotten my day ended.
I got in an accident on the way back.
Some girl had stopped for a left turn, no blinker. And I couldn't stop in time.
I rear-ended her.
There's burned rubber marks from my brake attempt.
We pulled off to the side of the road.
There's no damage, no one's hurt.
But I was so stressed already, I'm trying not to have a break down in front of this girl in tealish medical scrubs.
We exchanged info.
She didn't want to call the cops, so we left.
I saw I had missed a call from my Mom while talking to her, so I call Mom back, and break down in tears when I try to tell her what happened.
I get to the Kaercher's, walk in, and hand Mom on the cell phone to Leigh, who is worried seeing me walk in in tears.
Mom relays what happened.
It's not a big deal, but I had just hit my max at that point.
Anyways, we talk a bit and Leigh and Morgan (daughter) head of to ice-skate practice, and I try to go downstairs and relax.
Ashley had called while on the phone with Mom so I get in touch with her again.
She cheers me up a bit.
I watch anme, eat, call into club, relax to normal stress levels, well somewhat heightened, and am now beaten to death tired.
I'm on AIM til 11pm central.
night all
Mom and Dad left this morning. They helped me move up here for the summer.
Moving's hard on me to begin with.
So we had to add that I'm in this completely new place knowing no one and nothing basically.
I'm fighting a head cold that's trying to relapse...
And I have no sheilding outside personal sheilds which stresses me out further.
Today was the end of orientation, and my second day at Allianz (allee - anze).
At least I found out why my login was denied several times (l is not = 1) and got my voicemail working.
Orientation ended at 3pm.
I went up to David's office, then he took me to the West building where I'll be working. I've got a cube on the 5th floor next to the manager. Everyone's so much older than me.... *sweatdrop*
I go back at 8:30am tomorrow.
I'm okay... well, better... now, but those who saw or heard me when I got back from work today saw how rotten my day ended.
I got in an accident on the way back.
Some girl had stopped for a left turn, no blinker. And I couldn't stop in time.
I rear-ended her.
There's burned rubber marks from my brake attempt.
We pulled off to the side of the road.
There's no damage, no one's hurt.
But I was so stressed already, I'm trying not to have a break down in front of this girl in tealish medical scrubs.
We exchanged info.
She didn't want to call the cops, so we left.
I saw I had missed a call from my Mom while talking to her, so I call Mom back, and break down in tears when I try to tell her what happened.
I get to the Kaercher's, walk in, and hand Mom on the cell phone to Leigh, who is worried seeing me walk in in tears.
Mom relays what happened.
It's not a big deal, but I had just hit my max at that point.
Anyways, we talk a bit and Leigh and Morgan (daughter) head of to ice-skate practice, and I try to go downstairs and relax.
Ashley had called while on the phone with Mom so I get in touch with her again.
She cheers me up a bit.
I watch anme, eat, call into club, relax to normal stress levels, well somewhat heightened, and am now beaten to death tired.
I'm on AIM til 11pm central.
night all
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Date: 2003-06-03 09:26 pm (UTC)Sorry I missed on AIM, but things got held over at club. As to other post, you'll be back soon. It's probably stress from the move and the accident, minor as it was, but little things build up. Keep in touch.
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Date: 2003-06-04 07:37 pm (UTC)Stress can kill me soo much.
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Date: 2003-06-04 07:38 pm (UTC)Is stupid?
heh.
Thankee V-babe.
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Date: 2003-06-04 06:56 am (UTC)Agh, I'm sorry that I didn't manage to catch you before you went off to work today. I'm hoping that today goes much better for you than yesterday did. At the very least, you've lived through some unnerving / harrowing stuff and can now draw on those experiences when attempting to deal with stressy junk in the future.
I'm sure with a little time to adjust and continued vigilance in taking good care of yourself, everything will work out great for you. *big warm supporty-flavored scrunch hugs*
And heck, if it doesn't, you can always complain to us as much as you see fit and we'll still love you to bits. Well, I will anyway. Kick some corporate ass for me.. or something. Have some fun, that is. >_
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Date: 2003-06-04 07:42 pm (UTC)I'm keeping odd, well normal corporate, hours now. I'll be hard to catch.
*wallows in huggy niceness*
Thanks. I always appreciate you being there for me.