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elfgroveI'M SO CONFUSED RIGHT NOW... MY EMOTIONS ARE ALL JUMBLED... I THINK I'LL GO GATHER QUOTES FROM MY PREVIOUS ENTRIES...
"In the beginning,
There was the One
And the One dreamed,
And there was the Light
And the One was the Light,
And the Light was beautiful,
And the Light became the Atari.
And the One spoke,
And it was the Savior.
And the Savior was the Path,
And the Path was the Pong,
And the One liked the Pong.
ALL HAIL THE PONG!"
- 10:17 pm, 06.19.2001 -
"You're always getting little pieces to the the big puzzle, and by the time you can put it all together, it's too late. She continued to say that it was so great that everything was coming together so well the last couple of days. I had to agree with her a lot of stuff seems to be coming together recently. I added, "Makes you wonder if it's really too late and we just don't know it yet.""
- 09:40 pm, 06.15.2001 -
"I suppose I enjoy taking the opposite end of a discussion, no matter how strange an angle for me. I see too many sides to everything in the world I suppose."
- 18:30, 06.20.2001 -
"You raise excellent points. I knew someone would catch me on that."
- 08:50, 06.20.2001 -
"There are two sides to every extreme, two faces to each coin."
- 08:50, 06.20.2001 -
"None the less, there are more ways to be a warrior than following the orders of a single country. The difference, IMHO, between a warrior and a soldier lies in the heart. A soldier follows orders, whether to protect or destroy, live or die, on the command, on the heart of another person. A warrior follows their own path and their own heart, and simply cannot afford to die."
- 07:39, 06.13.2001 -
"Because if we give up life, we do not fail ourselves, we fail them. And that is inexcusable."
- 19:50, 06.12.2001 -
"I embrace my lonlieness. I embrace the life/heart/soul of a warrior."
- 19:50, 06.12.2001 -
"I'm an outdated heart...
A lost soul..."
- 08:47 pm, 06.12.2001 -
"I'm shocked he hasn't written me off as crazy and not worth talking to already."
- 08:49 pm, 06.11.2001 -
"But that loneliness still consumes me."
- 04:31 pm, 06.07.2001 -
"I couldn't help but think. At the time I thought it was a briliant statement. I knew it wasn't quite that simple, nothing ever is. But I thought it was mostly right."
- 04:31 pm, 06.07.2001 -
"And the officials can't explain it. Can't figure out a cause for the life of them.... That's an awfully big failure to be completely without explination..."
- 11:27 am, 06.05.2001 -
"L-chan gonna stop reffering to herself in the third person now...."
- 10:04 pm, 05.04.2001 -
"The little pink dojo behind the chevron in HG is a cult. They make blood sacrifices to their demon lord, etc., etc."
- 12:05 pm, 05.04.2001 -
"I am what I am and do not regret it."
- 10:58 pm, 05.01.2001 -
"I want to get to know them better, but i'm too afraid of being pushed away or getting hurt, or hurting them to do anything about it."
- 5:21 pm, 05.01.2001 -
"If we put all the people who not just believe but know that magic is real, would magic become something stronger and more potent because there was no one to not believe in it?"
- 8:50 am, 05.01.2001 -
"Damn you people who's beliefs confine my abilities..."
- 8:50 am, 05.01.2001 -
"I care too much about them to not protect them from everything I can. I can't take the easy way out."
- 10:06 pm, 04.29.2001 -
"I do do look up at the stars and KNOW that I do not belong on Earth. I KNOW that this is not the form I am supposed to be wearing. I KNOW I'm supposed to somewhere else. And I have considered correcting the error, except I know the error would only begin again because things are destined to be like that."
- 10:06 pm, 04.29.2001 -
"I simply do because I must. You can too. Someone took the knife away for you; you have no idea how amazing that is."
- 10:06 pm, 04.29.2001 -
"It looks sad and empty here... How odd. I always thought it looked empty before..."
- 03:00 pm, 04.29.2001 -
"You know what? I actually miss that rathole! Not just the people, I expected to miss my friends, but I miss the damned rathole itself. What's wrong with me?"
- 10:41 am, 04.29.2001 -
"In the beginning,
There was the One
And the One dreamed,
And there was the Light
And the One was the Light,
And the Light was beautiful,
And the Light became the Atari.
And the One spoke,
And it was the Savior.
And the Savior was the Path,
And the Path was the Pong,
And the One liked the Pong.
ALL HAIL THE PONG!"
- 10:17 pm, 06.19.2001 -
"You're always getting little pieces to the the big puzzle, and by the time you can put it all together, it's too late. She continued to say that it was so great that everything was coming together so well the last couple of days. I had to agree with her a lot of stuff seems to be coming together recently. I added, "Makes you wonder if it's really too late and we just don't know it yet.""
- 09:40 pm, 06.15.2001 -
"I suppose I enjoy taking the opposite end of a discussion, no matter how strange an angle for me. I see too many sides to everything in the world I suppose."
- 18:30, 06.20.2001 -
"You raise excellent points. I knew someone would catch me on that."
- 08:50, 06.20.2001 -
"There are two sides to every extreme, two faces to each coin."
- 08:50, 06.20.2001 -
"None the less, there are more ways to be a warrior than following the orders of a single country. The difference, IMHO, between a warrior and a soldier lies in the heart. A soldier follows orders, whether to protect or destroy, live or die, on the command, on the heart of another person. A warrior follows their own path and their own heart, and simply cannot afford to die."
- 07:39, 06.13.2001 -
"Because if we give up life, we do not fail ourselves, we fail them. And that is inexcusable."
- 19:50, 06.12.2001 -
"I embrace my lonlieness. I embrace the life/heart/soul of a warrior."
- 19:50, 06.12.2001 -
"I'm an outdated heart...
A lost soul..."
- 08:47 pm, 06.12.2001 -
"I'm shocked he hasn't written me off as crazy and not worth talking to already."
- 08:49 pm, 06.11.2001 -
"But that loneliness still consumes me."
- 04:31 pm, 06.07.2001 -
"I couldn't help but think. At the time I thought it was a briliant statement. I knew it wasn't quite that simple, nothing ever is. But I thought it was mostly right."
- 04:31 pm, 06.07.2001 -
"And the officials can't explain it. Can't figure out a cause for the life of them.... That's an awfully big failure to be completely without explination..."
- 11:27 am, 06.05.2001 -
"L-chan gonna stop reffering to herself in the third person now...."
- 10:04 pm, 05.04.2001 -
"The little pink dojo behind the chevron in HG is a cult. They make blood sacrifices to their demon lord, etc., etc."
- 12:05 pm, 05.04.2001 -
"I am what I am and do not regret it."
- 10:58 pm, 05.01.2001 -
"I want to get to know them better, but i'm too afraid of being pushed away or getting hurt, or hurting them to do anything about it."
- 5:21 pm, 05.01.2001 -
"If we put all the people who not just believe but know that magic is real, would magic become something stronger and more potent because there was no one to not believe in it?"
- 8:50 am, 05.01.2001 -
"Damn you people who's beliefs confine my abilities..."
- 8:50 am, 05.01.2001 -
"I care too much about them to not protect them from everything I can. I can't take the easy way out."
- 10:06 pm, 04.29.2001 -
"I do do look up at the stars and KNOW that I do not belong on Earth. I KNOW that this is not the form I am supposed to be wearing. I KNOW I'm supposed to somewhere else. And I have considered correcting the error, except I know the error would only begin again because things are destined to be like that."
- 10:06 pm, 04.29.2001 -
"I simply do because I must. You can too. Someone took the knife away for you; you have no idea how amazing that is."
- 10:06 pm, 04.29.2001 -
"It looks sad and empty here... How odd. I always thought it looked empty before..."
- 03:00 pm, 04.29.2001 -
"You know what? I actually miss that rathole! Not just the people, I expected to miss my friends, but I miss the damned rathole itself. What's wrong with me?"
- 10:41 am, 04.29.2001 -
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Yes... very odd...
Date: 2001-06-28 04:50 am (UTC)