I ♡ Grey Skies
Feb. 14th, 2005 09:57 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
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V-day huh?
I should do an art piece for it.
...Just 'cause.
I haven't been drawing so much because Senior Design has been sapping my will to create.
The Circle deadline is Friday... I've been teling myself I'd submit to it once before I graduate. Man... crunch time. I'll try to write a short story and do an art piece for it... So I guess that kills the V-day art piece. Funny, Circle never prints Fantasy in all thier Fiction stories. They all look like barely distorted non-fiction. They're not fiction, they're Narratives. I doubt one of my Fantasy-themed short stories will make it. If I try to write straight reality, I'll end up on Dad or some of the other stuff going on with my family. It probably will anyways, but I like to detach it by adding the fantasy-touching-the-real-world bit. I'm hoping to complete at least two SS's.
Ah well.
I don't really think too much on V-day. Sometimes I think I should be all depressed because I've no one to spend it with. I mean, I'm 23 and feel really unattractive. I'm not ugly... but unrefined, tomboyish, and the good friend are constants about me. It's depressing some days because, I just don't get seen as a woman very often. Kinda genderless to people around me.
Ashley and I had done a girl's night out the last two years, but thast ain't happening this time.
I should be really depressed over it. But I'm not. Maybe it's too much stress, but aside from being a little sad when I think about the fact that I'm going to graduate college and never have had a Valentine's date. It's not that troublesome. More than the V-day, it's just my general lack of dating at all that is a bit sad. V-day itself... doesn't really make a difference.
*shrugs*
Regardless.
Mmmm... rainy out. Yay. Much as I don't like sloshing through mud to get to class, I do love the rain and overcast sky.
It's pretty.
I'll be in Foy from 1 to 3pm. With the rest of the Foy Table group.
indifferent ]V-day huh?
I should do an art piece for it.
...Just 'cause.
I haven't been drawing so much because Senior Design has been sapping my will to create.
The Circle deadline is Friday... I've been teling myself I'd submit to it once before I graduate. Man... crunch time. I'll try to write a short story and do an art piece for it... So I guess that kills the V-day art piece. Funny, Circle never prints Fantasy in all thier Fiction stories. They all look like barely distorted non-fiction. They're not fiction, they're Narratives. I doubt one of my Fantasy-themed short stories will make it. If I try to write straight reality, I'll end up on Dad or some of the other stuff going on with my family. It probably will anyways, but I like to detach it by adding the fantasy-touching-the-real-world bit. I'm hoping to complete at least two SS's.
Ah well.
I don't really think too much on V-day. Sometimes I think I should be all depressed because I've no one to spend it with. I mean, I'm 23 and feel really unattractive. I'm not ugly... but unrefined, tomboyish, and the good friend are constants about me. It's depressing some days because, I just don't get seen as a woman very often. Kinda genderless to people around me.
Ashley and I had done a girl's night out the last two years, but thast ain't happening this time.
I should be really depressed over it. But I'm not. Maybe it's too much stress, but aside from being a little sad when I think about the fact that I'm going to graduate college and never have had a Valentine's date. It's not that troublesome. More than the V-day, it's just my general lack of dating at all that is a bit sad. V-day itself... doesn't really make a difference.
*shrugs*
Regardless.
Mmmm... rainy out. Yay. Much as I don't like sloshing through mud to get to class, I do love the rain and overcast sky.
It's pretty.
I'll be in Foy from 1 to 3pm. With the rest of the Foy Table group.