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V-day huh?
I should do an art piece for it.
...Just 'cause.

I haven't been drawing so much because Senior Design has been sapping my will to create.
The Circle deadline is Friday... I've been teling myself I'd submit to it once before I graduate. Man... crunch time. I'll try to write a short story and do an art piece for it... So I guess that kills the V-day art piece. Funny, Circle never prints Fantasy in all thier Fiction stories. They all look like barely distorted non-fiction. They're not fiction, they're Narratives. I doubt one of my Fantasy-themed short stories will make it. If I try to write straight reality, I'll end up on Dad or some of the other stuff going on with my family. It probably will anyways, but I like to detach it by adding the fantasy-touching-the-real-world bit. I'm hoping to complete at least two SS's.

Ah well.
I don't really think too much on V-day. Sometimes I think I should be all depressed because I've no one to spend it with. I mean, I'm 23 and feel really unattractive. I'm not ugly... but unrefined, tomboyish, and the good friend are constants about me. It's depressing some days because, I just don't get seen as a woman very often. Kinda genderless to people around me.
Ashley and I had done a girl's night out the last two years, but thast ain't happening this time.
I should be really depressed over it. But I'm not. Maybe it's too much stress, but aside from being a little sad when I think about the fact that I'm going to graduate college and never have had a Valentine's date. It's not that troublesome. More than the V-day, it's just my general lack of dating at all that is a bit sad. V-day itself... doesn't really make a difference.

*shrugs*
Regardless.
Mmmm... rainy out. Yay. Much as I don't like sloshing through mud to get to class, I do love the rain and overcast sky.
It's pretty.

I'll be in Foy from 1 to 3pm. With the rest of the Foy Table group.

Comments

[antitimeanomaly.livejournal.com]

I don't really think too much on V-day. Sometimes I think I should be all depressed because I've no one to spend it with.
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I should be really depressed over it. But I'm not. Maybe it's too much stress, but aside from being a little sad when I think about the fact that I'm going to graduate college and never have had a Valentine's date. It's not that troublesome. More than the V-day, it's just my general lack of dating at all that is a bit sad. V-day itself... doesn't really make a difference.

If I had read that out of the context of your LJ I would have thought that I wrote it...how odd.

Oh, and if it means anything to you, when I was going to Auburn, if you ever noticed me being annoying and idiotic around you (probably most of the time), it was probably because I had a crush on you but considered you out of my league. Random, I know, but I just felt like pointing out an exception to your "genderless to people around me" part of your post.

[fastbilly1.livejournal.com]

You may think of yourself as genderless, but know that we all view you as a very revered and kind women. This isnt just me talking, the entirety of us Foy Folk believe that. If it was just me, Id say you are Sidhe and caseclosed.

[nakeru-amefuri.livejournal.com]

The other people talkin' at you here seem to have it covered nicely but I just thought that I'd remind you that this old codger thinks you're plenty attractive and distinctly feminine. As for not dating much, it's difficult to find worthwhile romance in this world regardless of where or how much you look for it; I think the best thing anyone can do for themselves regarding romance is find a nice, honorable, mildly flirty single friend and take it slow with lots of talkin' and learnin'.

Happy belated v-day knight-lady.

[micarei.livejournal.com]

*GLOMP*