*sits and just...

[elfgrove]

...stares*

I've not written in a while.
I don't know what to say.
So much has happened.
My friends have been hurting, and I could do little to aid them. Hell, I think I was only able to do anything for one of them.
My friend's life was at risk, and yet I could not protect her.
I feel useless.
I exist... why?
I thought to protect once...
But now...
I don't know.
That is the only way of existance that I know...
Yet I fail at it miserably.
I feel like crying...
Yet I cannot.

*sits hands wrapped around her knees and stares blankly forward*